This seems like a simple picture of a statue at the art museum, but this showing up on my feed today really threw me for a loop.

I was taken right back to that exact moment I took that picture. It was 3 years ago. I had gone to my happy place, the local art museum, it’s somewhere that I could, and still can, be alone and think. This was a huge moment for me and my journey though. I had been unhappy in my long term relationship for months and this moment, on the same day I took this photo, I had decided to leave him.

It doesn’t seem like a very long time, especially since we had been together for 6 years. I think I officially ended the relationship almost to the week of our 6 year anniversary.

Was it the right choice? I think so. I definitely have doubts and regrets but I do feel like I have grown so much as a person and figured out who I am since I left.

I still wish only for the best for him and I hope he finds his true love and happiness. I don’t know if that twinge of guilt will go away with time every time I see a photo “memory” on my many apps from out time together.

Take care, dear reader.